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haiku...

 It's going well.  I am keeping up.  In fact it's the one thing I can control right now.

I feel like my health is declining.  It's scary and I don't let people know how truly afraid I am.  Some days I am amazed I can walk.

Jerry's book is his book. It seems like we do  alot of work for the book.  I don't mind the editing but some days I would just like to sit on the couch and watch tv at night.  

I get that my will to keep things...easy just feeds my saddness of nights wasted away by scrolling and not watching what I really want to watch on TV.  Like Bridgerton...I love that series and love being swept up in the drama of all that is...Bridgerton.  Have we watched any of it...no!  Have I said I want to?  Many times. 

Sometimes it's just easier to go to bed and read than be sad.

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