Being Jeanne...

Today was the last day of the 2024-2025 school year. It was a rough year. I nearly quit several times. Hell... I even thought about teaching so I got my temporary certificate. I'm thankful I have a supportive partner that backs me on my decisions.  I'm going to take these two months to rest and take care of some health issues.  I'm also going to work on some triggers that make me question things.  I can't watch a TV show with indiscretions without being back at Oct 2022-May 2023. I feel. Sock for feeling that way... I don't know how to get over it.  Maybe I need more therapy...

Knee is going well. The steroid shot is working wonderfully as well as the Lidocaine and Diclofenac.  I have been feeling happy and connected until tonight....  Apparently Jerry is working the golf tournament...that used to be our thing. I am having feeling about it but don't want to talk about it because I'm gonna fight if I do.  Why am I even going... 

I fel February 5 and am just now getting in to the orthopedist. It's all because of workers comp. Slow process. I have been doing physical therapy which is helping.  Apparently I was here in 2017 for a fall that occured at the DTU "Back to school" meeting. Schools and knees.... There might be a connection.  Just had X-rays and now I wait to see what the doctor says.  I'm sure it will be, you're bold. And you keep falling... 🤷🏻‍♀️  I'll update later. 

Here I am again taking a back seat to the phone. Now you are obsessed with the draft and politics... Whatever. I'm done... Go fuck yourself