Being Jeanne...

That's what I feel like I'm stuck in. We have barely talked in 1 days. I know he doesn't feel well but he keeps saying he is fine. I'm so bored! 

I can't believe I'm getting upset over gloves. Sometimes I'm ridiculous!! We got the gloves out. He went ahead and packed his with our me knowing. I said, "We can't forget our gloves." And he replies, "I already packed mine.”  Why am I upset by this? I feel like he wasn't looking out for me, I guess. I need to remember to put my own mask on before assisting other passengers. ✈️💺 

I don't like being a care giver. Especially when I have to wash their dirty dishes. If you cook. You should clean.  I feel like I'm carrying the load right now. I'm sure it's over exaggerating but it's how I feel. 

 I don’t want to work with this s' tudent anymore. I am feeling unsupported. I need to be better about taking my breaks. It does help.   The student doesn’t know how to work properly with an interpreter. He thinks I am his personal tutor and even though I am capable… I just don't want to do it. Especially for someone disrespects me! As for as support... I took a picture of the support schedule so I can now document when it happens. I do my fucking job…

Don't say "I didn't know" and then change your story. It's lazy communication. And it pisses me off. It makes me feel small and unimportant. 

The election didn't turn out as I wanted it to and I'm a little scared but Jerry remind me that government rolls slow so we have that. Also I'm pissed off at people who are butthurt because their amendments didn't pass but didn't bother to vote. 

I want that feeling....  I want the passion....  I'm tired of always asking for it....