Being Jeanne...

Something has changed. I don't know what but I am snapping more when I talk to him and I'm feeling not heard or seen. I feel like he is in his phone more again. I just want to cry. 

Wow... He actually called me to check on my day. He hasn't done that in over a year! 

So apparently he is still in contact with her and he thinks I don't fucking know these things like I'm a fucking idiot and no he may not be calling her or sneaking around. I don't even fucking know anymore but I'm so sick and tired of him allowing these women to come into our life and fuck our marriage up because that's what it's doing cuz right now I want him the fuck away from me!!!!