Monday, May 31, 2021
Three years....
Day 150 &151
Saturday, May 29, 2021
Day 149
Last night we went to Alhambra Dinner Theatre and saw The Music Man. The food was good, the show was good. We were unmasked because we are vaccinated. I was anxious...very...
Lots of going up and downstairs while we were there and today I'm sore, tired, and just a little out of sorts.
I'm grateful that we went though. It was good to get out of the house and do something normal. I need to get some stamina back...I'm too sloth-like :(
Friday, May 28, 2021
Day 147 & 148
147: Grateful to have the whole house to myself for a couple of hours. Although I was still working. Meh...
148: I'm kinda in a pissed-off mood. I am feeling stressed about not letting the veggies go bad before we cook them. I know that I need to cook more. Did I mention I hate being a housewife? I need to get over this princess attitude and just be a fucking adult! UGH!!
So what am I grateful for today? Umm....I guess that testing is over and we have a 3 day weekend. And after that, I only have 4 more work days until Summer Vacation!!!!!
Wednesday, May 26, 2021
Day 146
I woke up at 3am this morning. I tried to go back to sleep, but the brain zoomies were too strong. I finally put on my soap (Y&R) and snoozed until around 7. It's going to be rough later, but right now, I'm feeling okay. So what am I grateful for on this sleep-deprived day? I'm grateful that I am working from home. Yes....again. This has come up many times in my year of gratefulness, but it really is a blessing to not have to get in a car and deal with traffic and people. Don't get me wrong, I miss my co-workers, and it's quite lonely on some days. Only six more days, and then it's Summer Vacation!
Tuesday, May 25, 2021
Monday, May 24, 2021
Day 143 & 144
143: Grateful for building legos with my hubby. Fun stuff. And we only got frustrated once in the whole build.
144: Ugh..I thought I was caught up, but here I go posting 2 days in one post. Today I'm grateful for having the means to take care of the house regularly. Maid service is a luxury that we have, and I'm super grateful every week that they come.
Saturday, May 22, 2021
Day 140, 141, & 142
Wednesday, May 19, 2021
Day 138 & 139
Monday, May 17, 2021
Day 137
Sunday, May 16, 2021
Day 134, 135, & 136
Thursday, May 13, 2021
Day 133
Google photos started a new feature a few months back where they show you pictures from your past. Four years ago today, I had a "Porch Pop-up" for my Lularoe business. I was cute and thinner, and I thought happy. But I think it was that day that I figured out that it wasn't going to be for me. I think I had a few sales, but nothing, like I thought, should have been happening. Needless to say, I stuck it out for a few more months, trying to deny the fact that it wasn't fun and it was a whole lot of work. It wasn't until November of that year that I stopped selling. What I didn't know at the time was that the reason I was losing so much weight and loving my new body in these, what I thought were cute outfits, was that I had cancer. Cancer was the reason for my weight loss. So what am I thankful/grateful for on reflecting on this memory? That I took a chance. I stepped out of my comfort zone to try something. I didn't think I would fail as much as I did but I'm a one-job kind of woman. I don't know how people do all the side hustles.
Now I'm the heaviest I've ever been and I feel like a failure for that. I'm counting calories again. I hate it., But it keeps me in check. It's funny because that's what I was doing when I lost all that weight while having cancer. *shrug* Pray for me readers....I think I need it.
Wednesday, May 12, 2021
Day 131 & 132
Monday, May 10, 2021
Day 128, 129 & 130
Friday, May 7, 2021
Day 127
I'm grateful I have Jerry to talk to about "stuff". It seems like everyone else has put me on the backburner. Okay..maybe not but it's how I feel.
Thursday, May 6, 2021
Day 124, 125, & 126 *sigh*
Monday, May 3, 2021
Day 123
Sunday, May 2, 2021
Day 122
Saturday, May 1, 2021
Day 120 & 121
uninstall....
Uninstalled some apps to check his sugars, sharing location, and sharing maps. I am obsessing over those things and that isn't healthy. ...
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