Being Jeanne...

You know blah blah blah. I don't. Now I'm , feeling like a complete fucking idiot and super small and stupid. Thanks. Thanks a lot. Thanks for making me feel this way.   When you use always and never when you're arguing with me, I will immediately shut down on because you've reverted to your immature self. 

Alternate accounts much? 

Why do I not trust my relationship? What makes me doubt things? I have no evidence of anything but feel like things are slipping away....  I need to stop catastrophizing things.... But how? 

I seem to be crying more and I don't like being this person and I feel very lonely most days.