Skip to main content

last day...

Today was the last day of the 2024-2025 school year. It was a rough year. I nearly quit several times. Hell... I even thought about teaching so I got my temporary certificate. I'm thankful I have a supportive partner that backs me on my decisions. 

I'm going to take these two months to rest and take care of some health issues.  I'm also going to work on some triggers that make me question things. 

I can't watch a TV show with indiscretions without being back at Oct 2022-May 2023. I feel. Sock for feeling that way... I don't know how to get over it. 

Maybe I need more therapy...

Comments

Popular posts from this blog

that's what I'm talking about...

I get that I'm a fundamental kind of person. I ask the usual question when you get home. How was your day? What did you get for lunch?  Anything new?  ...and of course, you give me your run-of-the-mill answers.  Fine, blah blah blah... But then a day later you send me a picture of something that you bought while you were at a store and expect me not to start "narrating possible situations" because you don't write anything with that picture.  I'm just supposed to know.   This is why I feel confused and left out of your world.  Because you don't share those little details that I would love to get.  I know....basic girl crap....you know what?  It's basic because that is how it should be ...basic information sharing. 

odd...

Isn't getting a raise a good thing? Isn't it something you tell your partner?  Apparently not in this household. I'm tired of his lack of wanting to share things with me. I'm tired of this fight... 

...

Some days I think I'd be happier being single because I wouldn't have any expectations of people...  Feeling meh...lonely... dismissed...