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drinking it in....

Today is the last day of my winter break for the 23-24 school year. It's been a good break. 

Jerry and I have done some growing over the break. We're still not where I would love for us to be, but we're getting closer and he's hopeful that it's going to be even better than before, but I don't see that. I guess I want to see that he trusts me and I don't feel that he does. I know that I don't entirely trust him and that's not good but it's getting better. 

Today I'm spending the day watching what I call "Jeanne shows." I hope to just have an absolute chill day. 

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