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Energy...

 I'm finding I'm mirroring the energy I'm getting. And it's not good.  It's how we ended up before.  If I bring it up, though, he'll roll his eyes and stop listening to me.  I'm so over feeling like this and not feeling like I'm starting a roommate situation again. 

Oh yea...I saw a picture of him with his wedding band on, which made me cry.  He doesn't give a fuck or he would fix it.  He always says he just wants to fix things when I bring up a problem but apparently not this one. 

Memory flashback us trying on rings

Me: How does it look?

Jerry: Trapped

Who knew that it would come to that. 

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