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Someone commented that I hadn't been posting much on social media. When I am depressed, I tend to hide. All I want to do is sleep and I really don't think about putting myself out there.  I'm slowly getting back to it with work posts but I really don't want my life to be all about work. I really want a full life. Right now, I'm not there. I feel like things are lacking. Intimacy, and I'm not just meaning sexually. I would love some non-sexual cuddling, more hugging,.... more.  I love hugs....

When my person is around it's like having my best friend there but if I'm outta sight, I feel like I'm outta mind. I'm trying to initiate but then I get resentful. 

I am worth it! 

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