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slow my roll...

So I have a tendency to catastrophize and think my feelings are fact. Which I'm working on. When I actually calmed the fuck down and talked about things with him it made more sense. I hate that about myself.  

He still insists that I'm worth all of this and he wants me. So I need to stop being a douche and looking for trouble. 

Fuck me... I suck. But it's okay because I'm a work in progress. 

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