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I came to Orlando to meet with a friend that I haven't ever met before. We were both glass explorers and maintain a friendship for 10 years online. It was great to finally meet her.

So why am I blogging at 1239 at night? Because I'm trying to avoid negative narratives to enter my mind and focus on the wonderful day I had today. I slept in. I spent 5 hours at the pool. Yes I did get sunburned but that's okay. I then went to dinner with another friend and this friend and it was wonderful. Then we came back to the villa and chatted for another three plus hours. It was such a good day and I don't want to let Debbie Downer, Negative Nelly, or any crazy wild stories to fill my mind and make me feel bad about my life.

It's hard though. I think sometimes I want too much. I guess the problem is that I used to have it and now that I don't, I miss it.... 

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