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back sliding

I'm backsliding. I am sitting here in tears because I feel like the one person I want to be my best friend is failing me in every aspect of being my friend. You don't call your wife for a whole fucking week. You have 5 minutes every other day, even if you're shitting that you could have called me, but no, you didn't. The only time we talked on the phone was when I talked to you, and I made the phone call because you said you had a free moment. I get that you were really busy, and I get that's why you didn't want me there but FUCK!

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