Those are the things that are holding me back right now. I never knew I was feeling abandoned but I guess that makes kind of sense and it's because I can't control it which I know I have control issues. So there's that problem and then I was reminded that if I wasn't in a marriage would I allow myself to live like this? And the answer was no. So there's something about that that is holding me back or slowing the process or something? If I wasn't married would I just move on or because I made a commitment to a marriage? Is that holding me back? These are the kind of questions that I wish that I could talk to him about but I don't ever see that happening and that right there might be the answer to it all. So yeah hands in your pocket. No hug. Good night.
I get that I'm a fundamental kind of person. I ask the usual question when you get home. How was your day? What did you get for lunch? Anything new? ...and of course, you give me your run-of-the-mill answers. Fine, blah blah blah... But then a day later you send me a picture of something that you bought while you were at a store and expect me not to start "narrating possible situations" because you don't write anything with that picture. I'm just supposed to know. This is why I feel confused and left out of your world. Because you don't share those little details that I would love to get. I know....basic girl crap....you know what? It's basic because that is how it should be ...basic information sharing.
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