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A thing that keeps hearing from various things keeps popping up in my life is that it doesn't matter what other people believe. If you believe in each other, great things are possible. 

Mondays are therapy days.  I always am hopeful on these days because I know that I can ask for help and it's not based on emotions towards me.  

I need to clean my bedroom.  It's getting cluttered again and starting to stress me out.  It's so weird that clutter can trigger me right now. It's possibly a control thing. 

Jerry comes over tonight to work on his room and get it ready for his bed to arrive on Wednesday.  That freaked me out a little, but we both talked about it, and that isn't his move-in day....that hasn't been communicated yet.  I'm thinking May now. *shrug*

Work only has about 2 months left.  This year has flown by.  I'm worried about being home and how things with Jerry will work.  Neither of us is comfortable with extended periods of time and as much as I love my bed, I love my sofa too so I don't want to hide out in my room. 

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