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Monday of Birthday week....

 It was a great weekend.  I really like my new car.  It's very comfy.  Feels very Jeanne :)

Jerry stopped by last night after his week in Las Vegas.  Honestly, I don't know why.  He said he wanted to see me, but it was late (8:30pm), although I made him spaghetti.  He would have been better off going home and resting. However, he did mention that he had to eat if I needed another excuse other than him wanting to see me.  I need to trust his intentions right now.  I need to work on that.  Trust....such a crazy concept. 

I had an eye appointment this morning.  My eyes are less bothersome than in previous appointments.  I had moved it from earlier this month because I didn't want to take time off work.  I should stop doing that and just go to them when I schedule.  Life is too short to worry about pissing off my employer. 

It's my birthday week.  I tried to get some Kilwin's ice cream over the weekend, but St. Augustine was crazy, and after that fiasco, I didn't feel like going to the town center. 

Tomorrow we leave for our "Separate Room Vacation" which should be interesting. I'm nervous.  I'll probably ask my therapist today about tools that might help. 

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