visit...

Jerry came over to get some clothes and stuff. It was all right at first and then apparently he needed to do the bird feeder which I don't really care about. He also then just seemed anxious to get out of here so apparently an hour is all he can stand of me. I don't know what to do at this point. He left and so I called him  and said that totally sucked and that that half ass hug was lame. I don't know that it was for him though because all I get is surfacey crap. I get no real emotion from him and as he puts it, life is too short. And I choose not to live my life without emotions. I'm not a pod person....   At this rate I don't know what to do..