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Speration...

 Today I removed all the pictures of our life together and his recent pictures (ugh) from all the Google devices in the house.  I unfriended Jerry on social media accounts.  I need a total separation to mourn the death of the person I knew.  This new person is not my Jerry. I don't need to see their social media stuff. Honestly, it hurts me, and I must take care of myself.  

This is the hardest thing ever, and I'm tired of hurting and crying and all of that.  So if this allows me to get some space then it's needed.  And as my best friend's mother says, "Let that decision roll around a little bit and see how it feels." So that's what I'm doing. 

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