At this point I don't think Jerry and I are ever going to get back together. I feel like I'm doing the work and he's not but maybe I rock but I probably not. I also feel like I'm still just an obligation that he has to call because that's what's expected but that he doesn't really want to do that. Can he talks about us going out on a date but I don't feel like it is going to happen soon. Because I think he's just going to get wrapped up in the everyday life of going to work. Going to his sister's. Going to work. Going to a sisters. I know that I should be working on me. I know that I should worry about all of that, but it's kind of keeping me stagnant and don't like it. We're coming up on about separated and I think he's content and that's fine but I need to be content too and I need to move on.
I get that I'm a fundamental kind of person. I ask the usual question when you get home. How was your day? What did you get for lunch? Anything new? ...and of course, you give me your run-of-the-mill answers. Fine, blah blah blah... But then a day later you send me a picture of something that you bought while you were at a store and expect me not to start "narrating possible situations" because you don't write anything with that picture. I'm just supposed to know. This is why I feel confused and left out of your world. Because you don't share those little details that I would love to get. I know....basic girl crap....you know what? It's basic because that is how it should be ...basic information sharing.
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