I just don't feel it...

At this point I don't think Jerry and I are ever going to get back together. I feel like I'm doing the work and he's not but maybe I rock but I probably not. I also feel like I'm still just an obligation that he has to call because that's what's expected but that he doesn't really want to do that. Can he talks about us going out on a date but I don't feel like it is going to happen soon. Because I think he's just going to get wrapped up in the everyday life of going to work. Going to his sister's. Going to work. Going to a sisters. I know that I should be working on me. I know that I should worry about all of that, but it's kind of keeping me stagnant and don't like it. We're coming up on about separated and I think he's content and that's fine but I need to be content too and I need to move on.