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This sucks...

 I had to watch the Jaguars game alone.  This is something we did since I moved to Florida in 1995.   I was here for the day one game....and other than the time he took his work wife to the game we had gone to all of them together.  ...and we usually start out watching them on TV together.  Sometimes if he gets loud I go to the other room.  But to have him gone...is heartbreaking.

Here is the other thing...I think he is probably happy right now.  Not that the Jaguars lost but that he is free some what he said was a prison.  

Years...he said years of not being happy.  ..and months that his activities have been going on.  I'm floored.  Was I that blind?  

We both admitted that we didn't communicate well.  Hard when you can feel that they would rather be on the phone or in the other room.  

Years..I'm really heartbroken over that.     

years....

😭💔

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