Ducks...

Trying to get my head straight as my financial situation, I feel is about to drastically change. I know the spending was getting out of control and we were both feeding dopamine kicker with things. But that has to stop. Especially now that we will have to cover two households. 

Have I mentioned how much this sucks? 

I spent part of the day trying to think of all the accounts that we have. I haven't gotten balances and payments and all of that because honestly I need a break from dealing with this shit and just chill and watch some TV. So that's what I'm doing tonight. Fuck this shit, I'm taking some time to chill.